How Lkuttei Sichos Was Made
The Untold Story Behind Every Volume of Likkutei Sichos
Part of Likkutei Sichos: General · 36:13
Rabbi Schapiro, one of the original chozrim who personally helped prepare sichos for the Rebbe's hagahah, traces the entire history of how Likkutei Sichos came to be: from the earliest unedited hanachos, through the 1958 weekly-hagahah experiment, its false starts and stops, and the daring unsolicited submission one Simchas Torah that restarted the whole project. Includes his own story of being inducted as an official chozer on Yud Tes Kislev, and why Likkutei Sichos stands as the Rebbe's primary sefer.
Audio Transcript
The topic is, it's not a ืชืืจื, ืืืื topic or a ืืกืืืืช topic, this is more a facts finding finding fact topic of something that's ื ืืืข very close to us, that's the whole idea of the ืฉืืืืช and how it works and how it became and what this is all about. And the main ืฉืืื that people ask, and it seems very strange to ask such a question, but because it's already so many years people don't know, what is the difference between you have the ืฉืืืืช ืงืืืฉ of the different years ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื ืก, and then you have ืืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช, and what's called ืืืชื ืืืื, ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื, ืื ืืืื, not ืืืื, how does this all this work? Let me just give you a ืืงืืฆืืจ, because there's only half-hour left, so just ืืงืืฆืืจ what the whole ื ืงืืื is, how it how it is. From beginning of ืชืฉืดื, when the ืจืื took over the ื ืฉืืืืช, when the ืจืื would ืคืืจืืจืขื ื, somebody would write down the ืฉืืืืช. After the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื you would sit down and write down. How did you how were you able to write it down? Well, people listened and would remember, and then afterwards they would sit down and make ืืืจื, they would ืืืจ over the ืฉืืืืช, and then someone would write down. The only one that would write down those years was ืจื ืืืื, he was the main ืืืืจ of the ืจืื, and he would make the ืื ืืืช. Why is writing down what the ืจืื said called a ืื ืื? Because the word comes from ืื ืื ืขื ืืืชื. You take something that he said and you put it down on paper, that's why it's called a ืื ืื. It's the same thing like ืขืงืืจื and ืื ืื on ืฉืืช, so you have a ืื ืื. So you would put it on ืขื ืืืชื. I even remember people would some people would sometimes write down for themselves, but they weren't professionals and they didn't know for sure, so they would write down not taking no responsibilities, I remember guys would write, ืื ืื? ืขืงืืจื ืืื ืื ืื. To make to people should realize that it's not a real ืื ืื. But the official ืื ืื was made by ืจื ืืืื. The ืจืื did not check it over, the ืจืื did not edit it, the ืจืื did not look it over. And because the ืจืื didn't look it over, they used to write, ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื. ืืืชื ืืืื means not checked over, not not edited, the ืจืื didn't check over, which it's possible that there could be mistakes there, and could be many mistakes. One mistake could be you don't remember exactly what the ืจืื said, mistaking. One could be you don't didn't understand what the ืจืื said exactly. That could be another way of mistake. Some you learned wrong ืคืฉื. Hopefully, ืืืจื ืืื it's more or less remembering what people remembered the ืจืื said. And the ืจืื ืืืงืข told somebody in ืืืืืืช once that the ืืืืจ ืืืื writes very good, even though sometimes there are things that could be wrong. But ืืืจื ืืื it's good, but it's not the ืจืื's responsibility, because it's the responsibility of the people who wrote it. And actually the ืจืื wanted that when you write when they give out these ืฉืืืืช, on every page it should say on the bottom ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื, because it should make clear that this is ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื.
The first years the ืจืื wouldn't even let that they should print it. Now when I say print, I don't mean print like we have ืกืคืจืื. There used to be, now people don't even know what that means, there used to be, they used to call, they would make a stencil. Stencil is that they would type something up on a special type of paper, and you take that paper and you put it into a machine, and with your hand you would turn the machine, or later on it would go by electricity, and this would make every time it would touch a piece of paper, it would make a copy of what you had. That was a stencil called a blue stencil and it came out looking blue. Then there was a better stencil, they used to call it sometimes a Gestetner, because the company Gestetner gave out those stencils that you would type it on special kind of paper and you would put that in a different machine, it would come out black, but it was all typed. It wasn't even printed, the font wasn't print, it was a typed font, which is different than print. And the ืจืื originally didn't want even it to be stenciled, the blue, because the ืจืื, since it's not the ืจืื didn't check it over, there's no ืืืจืืืช, so the ืจืื didn't want. The ืจืื himself said he has no time to write the ืฉืืืืช, or the same thing, the ืืืืจืื, so it was written down by ืจื ืืืื, and it was given out as a ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื. Actually, the word ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื is not ืขื ืคื ืืงืืืง, because the word ืื ืื is ืืฉืื ื ืงืื. So how should it be? ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืืืช. So we learned ืคืฉื you have to write ืื ืื, number one it's a ืื ืื, the ืจืื didn't write it, it's just somebody put it down on paper, and by the way, it's ืืืชื ืืืื. The thing is not ืืืื. But that's how it came out for the first So they didn't even print it, they didn't even stencil it. So what did they do? ืจื ืืืื would make the ืื ืื, there would be somebody who would copy it over, type it over. ืจื ืืืื would type it up the first copy, give it into the ืจืื Somebody would take it and retype it, and they would type it with 15 copies. They would put in what they would call I forgot even what it's called. It used to be very thin onion skin paper it was called, very thin. And in the middle you put in I forgot so many years, I forgot what's it called, a black thing that when you type on one paper and you have that thing in the middle, the next page gets the same typing. And they would do that 15 in a thick, so by the time it got to the last copy, it was so blurred you can hardly read it, but that's how it was. And then this person would give it out to whoever. Someone else maybe typed it also and did the same thing, but there were not too many copies around. But the people had these ืฉืืืืช. That was ืื ืืืช from what the ืจืื said, ืืืชื ืืืื, the ืจืื wasn't ืืืื. ืืืื ืืืื the ืจืื would be ืืืื a ืฉืืื if it was for a special occasion. So that would be printed. Okay.
Till it came the year ืชืฉืืดื. ืชืฉืืดื for ืฉืืืขืืช, a group of ืื ืดืฉ, ืืืืจืื of ืื ืดืฉ got together and wrote to the ืจืื that they want, they asked the ืจืื that every week the ืจืื should be ืืืื a ืฉืืื. This was supposed to be a present for the ืจืื's anniversary. ืชืฉืืดื was how many years from the ืจืื's wedding? ืคืดื was their marriage, ืคืดื to ืฆืดื, ืชืฉืดื, ืืดื, 30 years. So they said ืชืฉืืดื that for the ืจืื's 30th anniversary, they want to give the ืจืื like a present, that the ืจืื should be ืืืื, it's a present, he should work more, okay, should be ืืืื the ืฉืืืืช. And the ืชืืจืืฅ they gave the ืจืื was that since the ืจืื wants everyone to go to the ืฉืื's on ืฉืืช to ืืืจ ืืกืืืืช, and you need material to say. And the ืจืื first was very upset. ืจ' ืืืืงืื scolded the guys, \"How do you dare to take away time from the ืจืื, even suggested?\" And the ืจืื said that every second is important, and he has to answers letters of people who ask ืฉืืืืช in health reasons and ืกืื ื things, and because of this ืฉืืืืช is the ืจืื going to spend time on this, he won't be able to answer. But these guys ืืืื ืืื ืืขืืืืื and they answered again and anyway, the end was they succeeded. And the ืจืื agreed. So what did they do? The ืกืืจ would be like this: ืจ' ืืืื would choose a ืฉืืื from one of the past years which have a ืฉืืืืืช to this ืคืจืฉื. It actually started with ืฉืืืขืืช, ืชืฉืืดื. To choose a ืฉืืื that the ืจืื said ืืืฉื of those 8 years that has to do with ืฉืืืขืืช, and they would take out that ืฉืืื from the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, let's say it was a ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื of ืฉืืืขืืช, I'm just giving an example, ืชืฉืืดื, ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื had 10 ืฉืืืืช, ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื is 25 pages, take out 5 pages, or one ืฉืืื from that ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, give it in to the ืจืื, and the ืจืื should be ืืืื it and they would give it out. That's how it happened. So the ืจืื ืืืื, and they gave it out. They gave it out stenciled, even that was not printed, was stenciled, black stencil, and it came with a cover, a green cover, it was bent over, and on the outside the name of this thing was ืชืืื, on top it said the word ืชืืื, and the second line was ืขื ืื ืื ืืืืดื ืืืืืจ ืืืชื ืื ืกืืืช. And it was with a green cover. And the ืจืื was ืืืื that week after week for a full year till next year ืฉืืืขืืช. Next year, and the ืจืื, the way he was ืืืื, they're like this: they would type it up on the, they would type, first have to type, give it into the ืจืื, the ืจืื made his corrections and whatever he did, the ืจืื would give it out. They'd give it out, they would type it up on the stencil. And the copy of the stencil they would give to the ืจืื after with the ืจืื's corrections. The ืจืื would look at it and be ืืืื a second time. And whatever corrections the ืจืื made, they would correct in the stencil, because you were able to correct with certain ink whatever, ืืื ืฆืข ืืขืฉืขืคืื, and they would give it out, and that's how it went out for a year. At the end of the year, the ืจืื said he's stopping to give it out. Why is he stopping? So one of the things he said that that he thinks that people are not learning it enough and it's not basically worth to spend his time and people ืืกืืืื are not learn really learning it. And I have to say also the ืืฉืื they took the ืฉืืื the way the ืจืื said it, and when you speak is one way and when you write down something ืืืชื and it's in a formal way, it's sometimes you repeat yourself, sometimes you say this. So the ืจืื wanted, he said it has to be different. So the ืจืื stopped being ืืืื. So, the ืจืื did, so that what they did was at the end of the year, this was given out officially by ืฆืืดื, the ืจืื, they took all the the ืงืื ืืจืกืื from the year, bound them together, and they gave out a bound book, and then they gave it a name ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช. Then they took these bound books and instead of making more copies of that stencil, they printed it. They gave it to a printer and the printer printed it, and it came out as ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช. So you have ืืืง ืืณ and ืืณ were the ืฉืืืืช that came out weekly in the year ืชืฉืืดื into ืืดื, from ืฉืืืขืืช ืืดื to ืฉืืืขืืช ืชืฉืืดื. When they gave out these two volumes, they already, at the end of the second volume, they put in some ืืืกืคืืช. They found ืฉืืืืช from years before which the ืจืื happened to be ืืืื for other occasions, which had a ืฉืืืืืช, and they put it in again. They found letters from the ืจืื that had a ืฉืืืืืช to the ืคืจืฉืืืช, they put in and so there are the ืืืกืคืืช. So came out these two volumes. And that's it, and these were the two volumes that existed, ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช, ืืืื'ืืืงืข ืฉืืืืช from the ืจืื.
Came ืชืฉื\"ื, so a group of people decided, ืืืื, others, that we have to try again. And for ืคืจืฉืช ืืจืืฉืืช ืชืฉื\"ื, they said to the ืจืื, asked the ืจืื if the ืจืื would be ืืืื again, and the ืจืื agreed. But, and they told the ืจืื this time they're going to make that the ืกืื ืื, the style of the way it's written should be more professional. And the ืจืื ืืืื was a professional person. He couldn't take if it's not written professionally, even though when you speak, you speak one way. He wanted that it should be the same thing that he said. Also the ืจืื said that, \"I want that not only you should write what I said, look up everything I said. When I say the ืคืฉื in the ืืืจื like this, I bring a ืืืจืฉ, look up the ืืืจืฉ. Look up all these things and what will happen? Besides that you'll you'll see what it really says there, you'll see what I said, there's much more to it than what I said. There's much more to it. Because when you look up the ืืจืื ืืงืืืืช and you see what the ืจืื said, 'Oh, now I see he meant even more.' And you have to write it the way you see that the ืจืื, ืืืื in what the ืจืื said.\" So they gave it in, and the ืจืื was ืืืื again for a whole year from ืืจืืฉืืช ืชืฉื\"ื till the end of ืชืฉื\"ื. And then the ืจืื stopped again. The ืจืื stopped. Then this turned into, that year the same style, those print, typed pages with a cover. This time the cover was blue, not green, and it said the same thing. The truth is I tried to find in my house, for a minute, I didn't time to look. Maybe if I find the old one, just to bring to see what it looks like, it's it's it's I couldn't see ืืืืื ืืืืฃ, not the green one, not the not the blue one. And that they printed up now, and it became ืืืง ื' and ื' of ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช. And they made also ืืืกืคืืช to ืืืง, at the end of ืืืง ื', also the same idea, found some ืฉืืืืช that the ืจืื was ืืืื some other time, some letters, and it became ืืืง ื' and ื'. And then the ืจืื stopped. Then became that they started sending out, ืืขื ืืืคืฆืช ืฉืืืืช, this is the the ืืขื which is connected to spreading the ืจืื's ืฉืืืืช, decided to send out every week ืฉืืืืช to different ืืฉืืืืช, different addresses of different people. What did they do? They took ืฉืืืืช that were in ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช, and made copies of it, weekly copies, and would send it out. And they sent it out every week many many copies to different people. And this went on for a few years, till it came to the year ืชืฉื\"ื. We're talking here, started maybe ืชืฉื\"ื or ื\"ื. A few years they sent out. ื\"ื they continued sending it out, but the problem was that one week there was nothing to send, because all the available ืฉืืืืช that have to do with that ืคืจืฉื were already sent out the year before or two years before. So there was a ืกืืจื said by people who were sitting, talking, maybe we should ask the ืจืื to be ืืืื a special ืฉืืื for this week. It was ืคืจืฉืช ืืืงืจื, don't think ืคืจืฉืช ืฉืืืช, have to remind myself, that ืจ' ืืืื made a new ืฉืืื that the ืจืื was never ืืืื, and he gave it in to the ืจืื. And lo and behold, the ืจืื was ืืืื. They wrote to the ืจืื that we don't have anything to send out this week, and the ืจืื was ืืืื. Now that the ืจืื did that, so automatically a few more times that year, there were weeks that there was not enough what to send. Whether there was or there wasn't, we have to debate, but wrote to the ืจืื this week there's not really what to send, if the ืจืื can ืืืื again. The ืจืื was ืืืื. So there are quite a few, quite, not too many, but a few ืฉืืืืช that the ืจืื was ืืืื ืชืฉื\"ื. Now I want to just say when the ืจืื was ืืืื the ืฉืืืืช then, it was the same way, but this time already it was printed. They would print it into a ืงืื ืืจืก, and the ืงืื ืืจืก was called ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช, and they would prepare it, type it up, give it in to the ืจืื. The ืจืื was ืืืื, made his corrections. Then when he made his corrections, then they took it to the printer, and the printer ืืึธื ืขืก ืืืืคืืขืืขืฆื, the typesetting, already in printed letters on big, big, long papers with the ืจืื's corrections. It was these long papers were given in to the ืจืื again, and the ืจืื was ืืืื a second time. And many times the second ืืืื was even more than the first. And after that they gave it back to the printer, made the new corrections, and it came out the ืงืื ืืจืก. Here I have an example of see, these are the ืงืื ืืจืกืื, called ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช. See, these are ืงืื ืืจืกืื that came out weekly. It's nothing, and then this was ืชืฉื\"ื, and the ืจืื was ืืืื twice. How were the ืฉืืืืช is made. So I want to tell you again this, I just said it before, but I'll say it again. When the ืจืื spoke by a ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, ืื ืืืช were made of the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื. And that went on all the years. Even when a ืฉืืื, ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช came out every week, that had nothing to do with the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื ืก. If the ืจืื ืคืืจืืจืขื ืื, then there was ืืืจื after the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, and the ืื ืืืช were made. Till ืชืฉืืดื, ืืดื, ืจ' ืืืื made only the ืื ืืืช. Later that changed. ืจ' ืืืื had no time to make the ืื ืืืช. He was involved in the ืกืคืจ ืืขืจืืื, cuz the ืจืื gave him a special job of writing the encyclopedia of ืืกืืืืช. When he wrote it in the beginning, nobody even knew the name is going to be. We always knew he's working on the encyclopedia of ืืกืืืืช. And when it came to print the first volume, it was thought that it'll be called Encyclopedia of ืืกืืืืช. And the ืจืื said encyclopedia is not a Yiddish word. So the ืจืื gave it the name ืกืคืจ ืืขืจืืื. Ah? Why didn't they say it in Talmudic Encyclopedia? I don't know, that's their business. No, so the ืจืื had no objections? No, but they they didn't ask the ืจืื what name to give it. Ah? What does it mean? Encyclopedia is made up of ืขืจืืื. I know in English, what do you call every subject in an encyclopedia? That's what it's called? No, it goes according to alphabet. What's each thing called? Each each word that has a whole description. I don't know whatever, but in Hebrew it's called an ืขืจื. Each one is an ืขืจื. You have ืขืจื ืืืืช ืืฉืจืื, ืขืจื ืฆืืฆืื, ืขืจื each, so it's called ืกืคืจ ืืขืจืืื. Anyway, so then people, other people, started writing the ืฉืืืืช. And then, at one point, a few guys got together to decide to not only to write it and have copies of it, but also to give it out stenciled, and in a form of a ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื. But because we didn't want to take away ืจ' ืืืื's trademark, so we changed the words from ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื to ืื ืืืช ืืชืืืืื ืืืชื ืืืื. That's where ืื ืืืช ืืชืืืืื became. If you notice, you look in the original ืฉืืืืช from the earlier years like till ืชืฉืืดื, every ืื ืื, every ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื that's in the ืฉืืืืช ืงืืืฉ, which is ืืืชื ืืืื, it says ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื. Anything starting from ืชืฉ, later from ืชืฉืืดื, it says ืื ืืืช ืืชืืืืื ืืืชื ืืืื. We had a whole a whole discussion about it. We were sitting, and I I was the one that claimed that I don't want to use the word ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื. We want to make it clear that it's not ืจ' ืืืื, shouldn't give him the shouldn't give any ืืขื ืืช that people have, that it's wrong, something is mistake, should go on his ืืฉืืื, right? So, anyway, the whole discussion, we changed, we decided to write ืื ืืืช ืืชืืืืื ืืืชื ืืืื. Were you involved in the first first four books also? No, no, ืชืฉืืดื, ืชืฉืืดื, no, that's that's. And what and what made gave us the courage to write the ืื ืืืช? Because we was ืชืฉืืดื, ืืืดื ืฉืื at night, we were sitting in 770. The night, the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื of the ืจืื was the second night. We were sitting the night before saying, learning ืืฉื ืืืช, ืืืดื ืฉืื, sitting a few ืืืืจืื. ืืจื ืงืืืื comes over to us and says ืืจื ืืืงืื wants to see you in his office. Now, ืืจื ืืืงืื called you in his office, that already, cuz ืืจื ืืืงืื to go to him was you know, you know it's something from the ืจืื, it's not it's not. So we got very excited and very nervous. So what does he want from us? So we came in. So he said to us, the ืจืื asked to ask you, \"Are you guys ready to accept upon yourself to become ืืืืจืื, to help with ืืืจื of the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื ืก?\" Cuz we used to sit by ืืืจื and also help, but to become official. And what do you think we answered? ืืืืื, the ืจืื asked. Good. So he said, \"Good, I'll give over to the ืจืื.\" Fine. Next night it was a ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, the ืจืื's ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, and we were all, you know, nervous and. Came ืฉืืช, came after ืืืดื ืฉืื ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, ืืจื ืืืงืื gave over to us that the ืจืื wondered why you guys didn't come over in the middle of the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื to say ืืืืื. So he says, \"Since you didn't do that, so you should come on ืฉืืช.\" So ืฉืืช, middle of the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, the four of us went up to the ืจืื, up to the ืืืื. Who were the four? ืืจื ืคืืงืืจืกืงื, ืืคืจืื ืคืืงืืจืกืงื, ืืจื ืฉืืื ืืจืื, and ืืจื ืฉืืื ืืขืจ ืืืืืื, from from Seattle. So we went up to the ืจืื with ืืืืื. We're all standing there, and the ืจืื turns around to the one that was standing first, says, \"ื ื, ืืืืก? What do you want?\" So it was very clear that the ืจืื wanted us to actually say that we accept upon ourselves, didn't want it just. So he says, \"Well, we accept upon ourselves to help with ืืืจื.\" \"ืื,\" so the ืจืื said, \"ืืืืื ืืืืจืื.\" Next one that's Oh, no, he said, \"ืื ืืืื? You, too?\" Yeah. So, \"You, too? You, too?\" All four of us. And we went back down. Now those years, the ืจืื sat here, this is the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, ืจ' ืืืื sat his place here, and we all had our places here. As we walked away, the ืจืื turns around to ืจ' ืืืื, and he says, \"ื ื, you should ืืืืื say ืืืืื.\" So he started saying ืืืืื. So the ืจืื said, \"Yeah, but it's not good, or you go to them or let them come to you.\" So ืจ' ืืืื got up to start walking to us. So the ืจืื said, \"You're walking to them? So ืืืก ืืืื ืืขืื ืืืฉืคืืืื ืฉื ืืขืืื?\" So we all got up and we all came there, and as we came there, the ืจืื turned around to all of us and told us to say ืืืืื again and made like this. What does this mean? A big cup. No, like this ืืืืื he used to give a little ืืืก. A big cup. So, we all took big Okay, it wasn't ืืฉืงื then there, by ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื 'ืก it was only wine, but we all drank a cup, and then the ืจืื said, \"If any of the fathers of these ืืืืจืื are here, should also say ืืืืื.\" And there were only two fathers there: Rabbi Piekarski's father and Rabbi Levitin's father. My father was in Cleveland and Rabbi Zarchi's father wasn't there. So the ืจืื told him to say ืืืืื, and from far away the ืจืื told saw Rabbi Piekarski's father told, \"Say ืืืืื,\" and he said loud, \"ืืคื ืื ืืื ืืื ืืื.\" But at that same ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, a ืฉืืื before, the ืจืื explained what's the ืคืฉื, \"ืืคื ืื ืืื ืืื ืืื,\" that the son is better than the father. ืืคื ืื ืืื ืืื ืืื, where does the son get his ืื? He gets it from the father! That's what the ืจืื explained, so it wasn't like an insult to saying he's better than you, which anyway is not an insult. All I can tell you that the next ืฉืืื I didn't hear a word. I know what it was all about, about the ืกืืืื, I remember, but so nervous and so excited, you know, that anyway, so that gave us the courage that we sat down later and we write the ืื ืืืช and give out the ืื ืืืช called ืื ืืืช ืืชืืืืื. But that's all ืืืชื ืืืื, and that's how it went on for all the years, till till ืชืฉื\"ื, till till ื\"ื ืืืจ. It wasn't us because we changed and other people started writing the ืื ืืืช, but ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื it continued on for all the years. But we're going back now for the ืืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช, which means taking a ืฉืืื that's not from the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, taking a ืฉืืื for each ืฉืืช, looking up old ืฉืืืืช. In ืชืฉื\"ื, you could make a ืฉืืื that the ืจืื said in ืชืฉื\"ื, but you have to look and check out, figure out a certain ืฉืืื that you feel fits fits for the ืคืจืฉื, learn it through deep and look through it, and prepare it for the ืจืื to be ืืืื. So we're going back to ืชืฉื\"ื. So ืชืฉื\"ื, the ืจืื was ืืืื a few for that year. Came ืชืฉ\"ื, so the ืจืื was written, written to the ืจืื, \"This year we have nothing to send out. So the ืจืื should we start being ืืืื every week.\" The ืจืื agreed. So the ืจืื was ืืืื a ืฉืืื every week, the same way, they would give it in, the ืจืื was ืืืื, put it up on these long galleys we called them, gave it back to the ืจืื, was ืืืื a second time, then it was, and it came out as a ืงืื ืืจืก. Every week, a ืงืื ืืจืก ืืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช. 2 years passed, so it's ืชืฉ\"ื, ื\"ื, and then the ืจืื stopped. Now the ืฉืืืืช from these 2 years turned into the volumes of ืืืง ื' through ืืืง ื'. So if you look in ืืืง ื' and ืืืง ื', and you look in the front where it says every ืฉืืื which year the ืืืงืื was printed, you'll see some it says three 3 years. In ืืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช every ืคืจืฉื ืืืฉื from ืืืง ื' to ื' has ืฉืืื ื', ืฉืืื ื'. There are a few ืคืจืฉืืืช which have ืฉืืื ื', ื', and ื'. Why ื'? Because the ones that the ืจืื was ืืืื in ืชืฉื\"ื came into this volume. Then the ืจืื stopped. And the reason the ืจืื stopped he spoke about in ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, he said, because ืจ' ืืืื shouldn't do it anymore because ืจ' ืืืื is the ืจืื wanted he should do the ืกืคืจ ืืขืจืืื, and to the ืจืื that was more important than the ืฉืืืืช to be ืืืื. Whatever the reason is, a whole bunch of things there that's ืคืจืื ืคืจืืื which are not ื ืืืข, that the public doesn't even know, but the ืจืื stopped. But it was a shame that the ืจืื stopped being ืืืื. So what happened? That year, so he was ืืืื ื', ื\"ื. ื\"ื he wasn't ืืืื.
ื\"ื we sat, a few ืืื ืืขืืืื of us, I was married already, and Rabbi Leibel Kaplan, ืขืืื ืืฉืืื, was married, my cousin actually, Nachman, was not married, we were sitting and said, \"We got to do something. We got to see let the ืฉืืื start coming out again, the ืจืื ืืืื again, because when the ืจืื ืืืื a ืฉืืื, you have the ืจืื's it's all It's there, you can learn, you can see the ืจืื's what the ืจืื talked, but it's not The ืจืื didn't check it over. You don't know if it's real, you don't know if it's right, you don't know it's it's not You have to have the ืจืื And he was ืืืื the ืฉืืืืช he added so much to it and depth and even the preparation added depth because when you looked at it you saw. And the ืจืื ืชืืงืข gave over and he said, \"You guys write the way you understand what I said. Even if I didn't say it clearly, but if you think that's what I meant, write it. And I'll check it over. If it's wrong, I'll turn write it's wrong and I'll fix,\" and the ืจืื changed a lot of times, \"and if you're right, I'll leave it like that.\" So, became so we need, so we sat down, we decided we're gonna try who will make the ืฉืืืืช. So the three of us, so there were two people involved in the ืืฉืืืืช of ืืขื ืืืคืฆืช ืฉืืืืช is Rabbi Chanin, ืืืื ืื ืื, and ืฉืืื ืืขืงืืกืื, and the three of us, Rabbi Kaplan, ืขืืื ืืฉืืื, Rabbi Kaplan, and Reb ื ืืื ืฉืคืืจื, who is now in ืืืื ืชืืจื, and myself sat down. \"Let's work on the ืฉืืืืช. Let's see if we could get the ืจืื to ืืืื the ืฉืืืืช.\" So we sat down through the summer and we prepared a ืฉืืื for ืืจืืฉืืช, ื ื, ืื ืื, ืืืจื, ืืื ืฉืจื, ืชืืืืืช, I think ืืืฆื also, I think seven ืฉืืืืช. We worked on it best that in our ability and we just prepared it, and we had Rabbi ืืขืฉืงืข ืืืืจืืืืกืงื, he was a very good writer, so he was ืืกืื ื and he made sure that the ืกืื ืื, the style is written ืขื ืคื ืืงืืืง and written correctly. And we decided to change it to ืืฉืื ืงืืืฉ. Maybe that'll be better because we thought that in ืืจืฅ ืืฉืจืื people don't speak ืืืืืฉ and they want to learn the ืฉืืืืช. How they're going to learn the ืฉืืืืช? So they have to get a translation, this. Let's make it in ืืฉืื ืงืืืฉ, so we tried. Now if the ืจืื doesn't want, he'll tell us. And we took the ืฉืืืืช, seven ืคืจืฉืืืช, and we gave it into the ืจืื in the summertime, right into the ืจืื, signed our names that we wrote these ืฉืืืืช, we are ready to continue, we want to work, and we're asking the ืจืื to be ืืืื. We waited and waited, no answer, no answer. ื ืื ื ืืืื, ื ืื ื ืืืื, another week, no answer. It got closer to ืชืฉืจื, and ืชืฉืจื we knew the ืจืื doesn't have time. Came ืชืฉืจื, ืจืืฉ ืืฉื ื, no answer. We didn't know the ืจืื is happy, not happy, does want, not want. And we waited in ืขืฉืจืช ืืื ืชืฉืืื, nothing. Came ืกืืืืช. That year ืฉืืืช ืชืืจื was Tuesday and ืืืกืจื ืื is already Wednesday, until ืฉืืช ืืจืืฉืืช, if this going to come out, ืืคืืขื nothing came out. Came ืืื ืืืืขื ืกืืืืช, nothing. We knew that years before ืืืฉืขื ื ืจืื at night was a time when the ืจืื if there was a ืฉืืื to be ืืืื, he used to be ืืืื ืืืฉืขื ื ืจืื at night. So we said we have a hope, ืืืฉืขื ื ืจืื at night after the ืจืื finished saying ืืืืฉ and before he came down to ืชืืืื, he's ืืืื a ืฉืืื. So all three of us, actually I think all five of us were standing upstairs not far from the ืจืื's room, hoping that when Rabbi ืืจืื ืขืจ will come out from the ืจืื, he'll come out with a ืืืื'ืืืงืข ืฉืืื and that'll be ืฉืฉืื ืืฉืืื. Came out, no ืฉืืื, nothing. ืจืื came down to ืชืืืื, nothing. Didn't know what to do. The next day is ืืืฉืขื ื ืจืื and then ืฉืืืช ืชืืจื. We didn't know what to do. We decided ืฉืืืช ืชืืจื by ืืืก ืฉื ืืจืื we're all five going to go together. We'll make a demonstration! We'll go to the ืจืื together ืืืก ืฉื ืืจืื to show that, you know. We walked by, going the ืจืื gave each one of us ืืืก ืฉื ืืจืื and he looked at us. And ืืืื ืื ืื, he was the one that's ืืืจืื, he was the ืืฉืืืืช'ืืืงืขืจ, he ran the ืืืกื, so the ืจืื looked at him, gave him ืืืก ืฉื ืืจืื, and then gave him a bottle of ืืฉืงื like he used to give all the ืฉืืืืื. He gave it to him like this with a big smile: \"ืืืก ืืื ืคืืจ ืืขื ืืืคืฆืช ืฉืืืืช!\" Like, loud. We walked away, wow, this shows the ืจืื, fine. Came the next day, was after the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, the night before the long ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, ืฉืืืช ืชืืจื, ืืืก ืฉื ืืจืื, we came early to 770 hoping when the ืจืื will come from his house in the morning, come with a ืืืื'ืืืงืข ืฉืืื. The ืจืื came in the morning to 770, nothing! Rabbi ืืจืื ืขืจ went in, he took out the letters that the ืจืื answered, nothing. And we're standing, what do we do? So we decided we're going to do something which is a big risk, it might work, it might backfire. So we sat down, we made a copy of the ืฉืืื for ืืจืืฉืืช that we had prepared and given in to the ืจืื months before, and we wrote a little ืฆืขืื: ืืืื ืงืืืฉืช ืืืืืดืจ ืฉืืืืดื, that's how you write. Then we wrote: this ืฉืืื we prepared for ืฉืืช ืืจืืฉืืช, we are planning to print it for ืฉืืช and we're asking the ืจืื to be ืืืื. Basically saying we're printing it for ืฉืืช and if you want to be ืืืื, be our guest. It wasn't these words, but that's that's this is a ืืืฆืคื ืฉืืื ืืืื! And by the ืจืื, by the ืคืจืืขืจืืืงืขืจ ืจืื such things worked, but by the ืจืื if anything was the ืจืื ืขื ืคื ืงืืื even ืกืคืืจืช ืืืืืืช, you can't. We knew that we could get back from the ืจืื such a ืฆืขืื, such a ืคืกืง that you can't imagine! What kind of ืืืฆืคื is this, you already print? But we decided that we're going to take a risk. It's Wednesday morning. If anything, the ืฉืืื has to come out for ืฉืืช, and we send it in. Took a few hours, and those few hours we all had palpitations of the heart, I mean you can't imagine what's going to be now. A few hours later Rabbi ืืจืื ืขืจ comes out with a ืฉืืื ืืืื. ืฉืืื ืืืืื! The ืฉืืื was ืืืจืืืืง, and right away went to the printer, he printed, put it up with the corrections, and gave it in to the ืจืื a second time. The ืจืื was ืืืื a second time and for ืฉืืช came out ืฉืืื of ืืจืืฉืืช. It was the ืฉืืื you can imagine. We ourselves were thinking ืืจืื ืืฉื, we succeeded in in doing it. But we just hoped, we weren't sure. Maybe the ืจืื will do it just for ืคืจืฉืช ืืจืืฉืืช, cuz there is a lot of guests there, maybe. Came ืคืจืฉืช ื ื, ืฉืืื went in again, and the ืจืื was ืืืื. And it went on like this, and the ืจืื was ืืืื every week, till once it was before ืคืจืฉืช ืืืจื, Rabbi Chodakov called us all in, and he gave us the ืืืื'ืืืงืข ืฉืืื the ืจืื was ืืืื, and he said that the ืจืื is very happy that you guys are writing the ืฉืืืืช, so the ืจืื wants to give you a present. What's your present? The ืจืื wants that the ืกืคืจ ืืชืจ ืฉื ืืื should be printed, so you guys work on it. So, and he gave a deadline! In a month it should become out, with ืืืกืคืืช of all the ืขื ืื ืื that the ืจืืืื wrote into about the ืืขื ืฉื, on ืืขื ืฉื ืืื. That's the present he gave to show his appreciation. Anyway, that time I was in ืืืื that year, so all the things I worked on the ืฉืืืืช was all ืืืฅ ืืกืืจ. I have to tell you that. But those few weeks I didn't go to ืกืืจ, I can tell you that, those cuz it was impossible to to do it. And if you take a ืืชืจ ืฉื ืืื, now they have added a lot more, but look in the beginning, you'll see the names of all the people who worked on it. All the and then they put into the ืคืชื ืืืจ. So that's the ืจืื's show. And that's how it went on for the year ืชืฉื\"ื and ื\"ื. Actually, ื\"ื I moved to Miami, but I used to work on the ืฉืืืืช from here. Send the ืฉืืืืช, and the ืจืื was ืืืื, and then at the end of ื\"ื, the ืจืื stopped again. So, the ืฉืืืืช from that came out in the years ื\"ื, ื\"ื, those ืฉืืืืช turned into the volumes of ื' through ื\"ื. A year passed, and then the ืจืื started again being ืืืื the ืฉืืืืช. They wrote to the ืจืื again asking him, and if you notice then it changed back to ืืืืืฉ, thinking maybe The reason why it changed back is not because of the ืจืื. As the ืจืื once Is there a difference, you know, you want ืืืืืฉ or ืืฉืื ืงืืืฉ? And the ืจืื answered two words, ืืื ื ืคืงื ืืื ื. There's no difference. So, went back to ืืืืืฉ. And later on they thought again try to ืืฉืื ืงืืืฉ, and that's so that's how it went on then for all the years till ื\"ื ืืืจ the ืฉืืืืช came out. And as there a few years passed, they turn into volumes. So ืืืง ื\"ื through ืืืง ื\"ื, those already was five years. Like this it was every two years turned into the volumes. Five-year ืฉืืืืช, that's why they're bigger volumes. And then it was three years, three years, whatever it was decided that these things the ืจืื didn't Also, you should know the ืจืื never said which ืฉืืื to print for ืฉืืช. Wasn't that the ืจืื chose that this ืฉืืื for ืฉืืช. It was the people who worked on it decided, this time they looked through a ืฉืืื, \"I think this is a good ืฉืืื we could work on. This ืฉืืื we could prepare for the ืจืื.\" Well, that's also the ืจืื this that's even from the first ืืืงืื. That when the ืจืื spoke the same ืขื ืื, and the ืจืื would, a lot of times, speak the same ืขื ืื one ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, and another ืขื ืื the same ืขื ืื another ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื with more ืคืจืืื, different ืคืจืืื, from a different angle. So, since there are two ืขื ืื ืื, goes together, so they would make it into one, and in the back, at the end of every ืฉืืื, it says which year it's from. So sometimes it says here it's ืคืจืฉืช ืฆื ืชืฉ\"ื, and sometimes it would say from two ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื ืก. Here, ืืฉืืืืช ืฉื ืคืจืฉืช ืืืืช-ืืกืขื, ืืืจืื, ืขืงื ืชืฉ\"ื. So came from three ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื ืก, cuz a lot of times the ืจืื would speak ืขื ืื ืื at ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, and then the second ืฉืืช be ืืืฉืื, and the third ืฉืืช be ืืืฉืื. So this is how it came out in ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช.
So there are two ืขื ืื ืื. There is the ืืืชื ืืืื. The ืืืชื ืืืื is all the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื ืก from the whole all the years, ืืืชื ืืืื, cuz that's written down, and that's only a ืื ืื. And once there was a ืกืืจื to send out to different people the ืื ืื ืืืชื ืืืื, and the ืจืื didn't want it, and the ืจืื said, ืืืจืืช ืื ืืืืืจืืช, ืื ืืฉืืืืืช ืืืืืืช ืขื ืืฉืืื ื. As much as you ืืืืืืจื and you write every page ืืืชื ืืืื, ืืืชื ืืืื, all the mistakes go on my ืืฉืืื. It came a time it's ืืืืื ืืืืฆืจืืช, and the ืจืื didn't want, and actually the one ืฉืืื that they gave in that first time said, \"We want to send this out,\" and that's what the ืจืื wrote, and the ืจืื said, \"ืืืฉื, the ืฉืืื that you send in which was that's what I spoke this ืฉืืช, how could you send this out when what that says here is a ืกืชืืจื to an ืืคืขื ืข ืืื in ืฉืืื ืขืจืื?\" \"ืืื, the ืจืื said it.\" So the ืจืื when he says, he can't answer all the ืงืฉืืืช. He can't he didn't. But you can't send it out if it's ืืืชื ืืืื. If you be ืืืื, there would be an answer to that ืฉืืื. The ืจืื showed what the ืฉืืื is. He didn't even write an answer, cuz that's not the point. But so ืืืชื ืืืื is one thing, so to rely on ืืืชื ืืืื, it's ืืืื ืืคืจืืืืช no one could be ืืืืืง in a word. You're gonna come and say, \"Well, in the ืืืชื ืืืื ืฉืืื it says this expression!\" No one knows if the ืจืื said it, and if this, you can't be ืืืืืง. But the ืืืื, the ืจืื looked over, spent so many so many hours on it to make sure that everything is ืืืืืืง, and that's something that is the ืจืื's ืชืืจื. Then besides that, in the last years came out every every ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื the ืจืื would be ืืืื part of the ืคืืจืืจืขื ืืขื, and that turned into ืกืคืจ ืืฉืืืืช ืชืฉืืดื, ืืดื, ืืดื, ื ืณ, ื ืดื, ื ืดื, that's already a special thing, and this ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช came out that year anyway, this ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช as the ืฉืืืืช that the ืจืื took. This is ืืงืืฆืืจ the ื ืงืืื of ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช. But the ืืืืจื is the ืจืื put, and it's ื ืืืข ืืืงืข now to ืืณ ืืืช, ืืณ ืืืช ืกืคืจืื. This is the ืจืื's main ืกืคืจืื, and if a person learns ืืงืืื ืฉืืืืช and knows it, you're a ืืืื, you're a ืืฉืืื in ืืกืืืืช, you're an ืขืืื, you have everything, because there's so much there, the ืคื ืื and the ืืขืจืืช, that there's no other ืกืคืจ, probably the the best ืกืคืจ, a ืืกืื of ืืืืืืืืืืฉ, the best ืกืคืจ ever printed in the last hundreds of years, because it has so much there, every subject is discussed there. Okay. Good.