Parshas Acharei Mos-Kedoshim
Why the Kohen Gadol Changed Clothes Repeatedly on Yom Kippur
Part of Vayikra
A vort on Parshas Acharei Mos-Kedoshim exploring the Kohen Gadol's unique wardrobe changes between his regular service and his entry into the Holy of Holies.
Audio Transcript
Because we're still not able to be in shul, so I would like to repeat a vort of the Rebbe on the ืคืจืฉื, ืคืจืฉืช ืืืจื ืืืช-ืงืืืฉืื. Since we can't hear the vort before Musaf, so I'm going to repeat it and people will be able to hear it before Shabbos. In the ืคืจืฉื ืืืจื, it talks about the Kohen Gadol and his avodah on Yom Kippur. And he would be in the ืืืื ืืืขื, and then he would go into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, and he would change clothes back and forth. Other ืขืืืืืช he would do with the regular eight begadim, eight clothes that he wore, the Kohen Gadol had to wear, but when he went into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, he wore ืืืื ืืื, which is linen clothes, white clothes, and that was the clothes that he used when he went into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื. And the pasuk says, ืืื ืืืจื ืื ืืืื ืืืขื, ืืืจื would come into the ืืืื ืืืขื, ืืคืฉื ืืช ืืืื ืืื, he would take off this linen clothes, ืืฉืจ ืืืฉ ืืืืื ืื ืืงืืืฉ, that he was dressed when he went into the ืงืืืฉ, into the holiness, which means went when he went to the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, ืืื ืืื ืฉื, and he would leave it there. And Rashi says, what does it mean ืืื ืืื ืฉื, he would leave it there? ืืืื ืฉืืขืื ืื ืื ืืื, that means that the clothes that he wore, the ืืืื ืืื, he has to hide, ืืื ืืฉืชืืฉ ืืืืชื ืืจืืขื ืืืืื ืืืื ืืืืคืืจืื ืืืจ. And you can't use this four clothes even for next Yom Kippur, even use it one day, he has to hide it, and you can't use it again ever, not even next year Yom Kippur. And the
Rebbe asks the question: Why is it that you can't use it next year Yom Kippur? We don't find this by any other of the clothes, not of the Kohen Gadol, and not of the ืืื ืืืืื, of the ordinary regular ืืื, that he can't reuse the clothes again. So why is it davka on the clothes of Yom Kippur that he used going into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื he cannot use again? And the Rebbe explains it ืขื ืคื ืืจืืฉ, and explains it like this: The whole purpose of the Kohen Gadol going into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, ืืืืื the whole avodah of Yom Kippur, is to bring Yidden to do teshuvah, to do teshuvah sheleimah, to do complete teshuvah. And obviously, in the zechus of the teshuvah that the Yidden would do, this would bring a kaparah, forgiveness on all the aveirot. Now, we know the Rambam writes in ืืืืืช ืชืฉืืื concerning teshuvah, this is the lashon of the Rambam: ืืืจืื ืืชืฉืืื, one of the ways of ืชืฉืืื is ืืืืืช ืืฉื, that the one that's doing ืชืฉืืื should be ืืชืจืืง ืืจืื ืื ืืืืจ ืฉืืื ืื, should stay away far, far from the things he sinned with. ืืืฉื ื ืฉืื, he changes his name. ืืืืืจ, what does it mean, doesn't mean physically he changes his name, but it becomes the ืจืืืดื says as if ืื ื ืืืจ, I'm a different person. ืืืื ื ืืืชื ืืืืฉ ืฉืขืฉื ืืืชื ืืืขืฉืื, I'm not the same person that did this ma'asim, that I did the aveirot that he did. Which means that what's considered a complete teshuvah, if it changes the person completely, his whole ืืืืช, his whole personality, so to speak, is changed, that he becomes like a different person, a different personality from the one that did the aveirah. And b'meila the aveirah doesn't exist anymore, because someone else did the aveirah and not him. That's the real concept of teshuvah the way the Rambam explains. Now, since the purpose of the avodah of the Kohen Gadol Yom Kippur is to bring every single Yid to do teshuvah sheleimah, to do complete teshuvah, which, as we said, means to make every single person change to become a new person, a complete new person, so obviously the Kohen Gadol himself, when he goes into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, and he represents Klal Yisrael, and he's trying to bring everyone to teshuvah sheleimah, to become, so to speak, a different person, everyone, so certainly he himself, when he goes into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, has to bring himself to this renewal of being a different person, as if he's a new person completely, and he's not the same Kohen Gadol that went in the year before. So every year when the Kohen Gadol goes into the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, the Kohen Gadol is basically a new person. So the clothes that he wore last year cannot fit him this year. Now, it doesn't mean fit him physically, but the clothes represent the ืืืืช of the Kohen Gadol. Now, since the Kohen Gadol is now a different person than last year, so b'meila he can't use the same clothes. By other clothes, it doesn't connect specifically to teshuvah to say that this has to do with the fact that you become a new person. But concerning the clothes, the specific clothes of Yom Kippur that he wore inside the ืงืืืฉ ืืงืืฉืื, where he became a new person then and brought about the kaparah for ืืื ืืฉืจืื, for every individual one who did teshuvah and for ืืื ืืฉืจืื as a whole, so he himself definitely would become a new person. And that's why next year he would not be able to use the same clothes. And this is a remez for everybody: ืืืื ืืื ืืืคืืจ ืืืืื, when a person does teshuvah, he has to feel that he's a new person, and everything that happened before doesn't count because that was somebody else, which is almost similar to a ger. By a ger, it says whatever he did before doesn't count at all. Why? It's not connected to the teshuvah, it's because ืืจ ืฉื ืชืืืืจ ืืงืื ืฉื ืืื ืืื, a convert who converts is like a child that was just born, he's a new person. A little bit like it, not completely, but a little bit like it is a baal teshuvah. He becomes a new person, and he has to feel that way and therefore, all the past doesn't count. And that's the limud we take from this inyan that the Kohen Gadol couldn't use the same clothes from last year, to show every Yid that when you do teshuvah, you have to become a new person and therefore, what you did before does not count.